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(Leo)The Bottom Line

Willpower is a good use of the strength you have — denying your emotions is not.

In Detail

You have excellent self control right now, but are you using it for the right reasons? ‘Resisting temptation’ is a good way to use this strength you have — but subjugating your emotions is not. Controlled anger is still anger, make no mistake about it. You have got to let your emotions out today — step right up to that person you have been avoiding, and get things out into the open. Avoiding the topic is not a sign that you are in control of your life.

 

(Taurus)The Bottom Line

Give up something minor today and you’ll ensure that the rest of the week is easy.

In Detail

Some days are sprints, other days are marathons … and today could fall into either category. It all depends on your energy level. Things are uncertain right now, so if you’re feeling tentative, you’ll be in for a glacial pace today. Small energy bursts might pop up here and there, but overall it will be snoozy. However, if you wake up feeling full of conviction, this day will surge forward and you’ll have to do your best to hold on. Endurance will be key!

The big bosses should come down this Ipoh sales office but they didn’t turn up. Again! they should do the second interview for the shortlisted candidates which I had highlighted last week.I think they don’t see the value of their coming down here because of the 4 candidates. Why? Because they don’t even know that I am resigning after this coming two weeks. I am still don’t create the resigning letter. Anybody want to do that for me,please! I am so lazy to write the 24hours notice. I want to create the simple but a very strong reason(??the failure of me or the failure of the management itself) for the letter. I have got my off day from fasting and I have got a big appetite..ohh no..I am not going to ‘kurus’ if this keep going on for some days. I have took rice with fish asam pedas with daun kesum. Hmm..Don’t let your ‘puasa’ terkurus! As ondeonde punya verse!

If I really could make this Friday to go back to my hometown, I shall miss this new blog and those members and of course I am going to miss him too! Him—>we’re going to meet again after this Eid Mubarak. And after my moving out from this company ,there would be no internet connection until I buy a new pc or lap top at home with streamyz connection. So I know I will be silence from blogging but who knows I might surf the internet from my hand phone. But the gprs connection doesn’t seem work out since these few days! I don’t know! Just wait and see, what I would do!

I don’t get up for the iftar but my mum and dad calling me since they have the special rate which could make free calls within this few hours but I closed my eyes while talking to them which definetely not a nice moment to talk. Can you talk while you are sleeping? I can’t !That’s for sure!

Luka lama berdarah..

Semalam buka puasa ngan Ad,budak JPS yg pnah dtg hotel bulan 5 dulu. Baru sekarang aku ada hati nak jumpa dia,itupun dah berapa kali disindir Ad sebab rumah dekat tapi tak jumpa2. 2-3 hari ni aku sangatlah rajin ambik bas yang tak masuk taman. Aku nak exercise sebab aku dah rasa berat aku sangat ideal utk kurang Kg. Tapi tak tau berapa lah. Ituhari masa timbang kurang dr 55kg,kira ok lah..kalau boleh aku nak kurangkan dari 50 kg. Tapi boleh ke? Kalau tengok pada menu berbuka dan bersahur mungkin boleh. Tapi kadang2 aku kena amik nasi juga. Cuma satu aja aku mesti ingat. Jangan bernafsu pada makanan!

Opps citer pasal Ad yang baru bertunang dan umur lebih stahun dr GG tu. Kami berbuka puasa di kedai siam berdekatan Kg Tengku Husin(aku pernah duduk berdekatan Manjoi tu) dan aku makan nasi sangat banyak. Selalu nasi putih seprauh dari pinggan akan aku isi di pinggan Ma Princé. Tapi ni takkan aku nak bubuh kat Ad lak. Malu aku! Makan aja lah sampai tak nampak nasi. Tapi sayang lauk tak abis makan. Ad suruh aku bawa balik tomyam yang tak habis tu tapi sapa nak makan lagi. Sebelum jumpa Ady sebenarnya aku dah beli asam pedas ikan pari dan nasi putih, serta laksa yang aku nak buat berbuka. Tapi sebab dh makan di kedai,simpan aja. Ad ketawakan aku…’apa barang makan sorang2′ Sedap aja dia cakap..dah tentu aku duk sorang..mestilah aku makan sorang2 kalau di Ipoh ni. Tak palah lain kali aku kena sms dia ajak makan lah. Tak palah aku sanggup makan sorang kalau tak ada Ma Princé tu.

Hari ni mak aku telefon bgtau pasal surat bankrap yang hendak diserahkan oleh lawyer firm pd 5/10 ni. Aku bergegas telefon firm tu,bank dan akhirnya emak kepada penyebab segala penderitaan aku hingga sekarang. Ya memang dialah penyebab tu. Kejam bila aku kata macam tu? Dia lagi kejam! Mak dia citer segala kesusahan si culprit tu.Tak kerja,minta duit ngan bini,kalau tak dpt ditendang terajangnya bini dia,hisap ganja,hutang dia sekeliling pinggang dan semua ditanggung oleh bininya. Nasib baik aku tak kahwin ngan dia. Teruk aku nanti. Mak dia minta aku tak benci dirinya. Yalah aku nak benci2 pun tak guna kan.Cuma penderitaan yang aku dapat sekarang ni tak perlu dibalas ke? aku cuma doakan biar dia sedar segala perbuatan dia terhadap aku…tapi dia nak sedar macam mana kalau dia buat bini dia teruk2. Kesian itu perempuan!Dulu gaduh2 ngan aku, hah sekarang nasiblah kau tanggung laki kau seorang. Mak culprit tu kata minta aku uruskan dan minta tolong bayarkan juga. Kepala hotak dia berjambul! sakit hati aku bila dia minta aku pun bayar hutang anak dia. Hishh..aku akan minta isteri kepada anak dia yang bayar. Gila ke? Yang bank pulak satu hal,minta aku bayar 10K utk clearkan nama aku. Lagi kepala otak dia berjambul! Ingat aku ni cari duit untuk orang lain ke? Untuk diri sendiri pun aku belum 100% lepas dan senang. Dah nama bank,memang tak fikir kebajikan. Main tambah2 aja bunga ikut sukahati dia.! Aku geram sangat dalam bulan puasa ni.

Tadi masa Ma Princé called me, I have informed him about these yet he just kept silence. Tapi dia macam tulah..kalau dah bz bukan boleh dengar apa yang aku cerita. Malam tadi pun teman dia kerja thru telefon hampir 70 minit. Dengarlah sapa2 yang tak nak gi kursus di UK. aku asyik claimed masa to be together. Gediks of me sometimes.!

I am going back to Pangkor later but I hope things will be ok soon. I should finalize my decision to resign. Ohh.. how bad is the situation now!

Her name is Angelina. Tania’s first daughter.

Tania, she will be a good daughter. She’s so cute.

I am still in Ipoh’s office. So weird being alone here. There’s nothing I could do. Not even talk. Always talk to myself.

You may call me gila or whatever suits. Tapi itulah hakikatnya. Poor me. Aku dah boring tahap gaban. Hari ni interview hampir 5 orang. Ada yang aku berkenan gak. Ada tu budak sekolah lagi,masih bersekolah di dalam tingkatan 6.Aku nasihat dia suh sekolah dulu since belajar lebih baik daripada bekerja yang tak tentu. Aku sms rindu kat Ky and citerlah aku interview2 ni. Then dia call untuk suruh  anak sedara dia lak masuk..tapi nak bagi dia kerja apa..Matilah esok aku jadi peng’interview yang pemalu’. Wah..hari ni aku banyak bercakap. Selalunya bila sorang2 apa kemenda yang nak dicakapkan. Cuma dalam telefon aja. Hari ni banyak sikit cakap.

Laksa Johor. Aritu kat Pan Pac ada tapi aku tak makan sebab aku tak mengidam lagi. Aku mengidam kalau mak aku yang sediakan makanan tradisional ni.

  Asam pedas, sedapppnya..bulan2 posa ni tengok gambar pun ok. Cuba suh aku pi bazaar Ramadhan and cari makanan ni. Terliur2 aku rasanya kalau dapat tengok asam pedas. Tapi kat sini tak sama. Aku teringin macam2 nak makan tapi makan sorang2 tak bestlah.

My second

I have got two new blogs within two days ‘menggodek’  even I was so lazy to think much.

First day

Hi!